God's will

the pain while waiting

the pain while waiting

It's been a little over a year since we found out that we were pregnant for the first time. We lost that baby in the end of December and since then have been pregnant and miscarried two additional times. So in under a year that's been three pregnancies and three miscarriages. It's been a lot. 

life lately

life lately

Two days ago I was driving up our mountain and listening to a song. I was worshipping and singing along with it when I just felt the Spirit gently fall and I just responded with, “yea.” I knew that I had been praying and listening to Bible studies and being in a mindful spirit daily, but I hadn’t sat at the feet of my Father in all of the busyness of life. I don’t think I ever realized how much time flies until our community group started a book study and we had to read a certain amount every week. I would be shocked at how fast I fell behind and how much we were supposed to have read. Has it really been 4 weeks since I’ve ready anything? (About to get real)...

life can be ugly: the story of my miscarriage

life can be ugly: the story of my miscarriage

Today is the day I’m going to talk about something that not many people are talking about, my miscarriage. Typically I hear things about people who have miscarried after they have had their miracle baby. They open up about how the journey to that baby was so long and difficult and freely discuss their challenges with how they got there. However, not many people are talking about it in the midst of the difficulty.

I had what’s considered a missed miscarriage. I was 11 weeks pregnant and there was never any bleeding or signs of miscarriage...